Over ten years ago I had a grand vision for a book series. I still do. I wrote the first book over and over again until I had about seven drafts. After much toil I decided to lay the book to rest. It was hard but it was time to move on.
Have you ever experienced this? Great expectations followed by severe disappointment?
I ask this not just to writers or artists but to anyone in any walk of life.
Often we have a grand vision for how something should go, but all we end up with is a horrible mess.
This prompts a question that can only come from retrospect.
Was the journey worth it?
Leaving with high hopes and coming up with nothing may seem like failure. Perhaps it is the Top Five Strength of Positivity shining through right now, but I firmly believe it doesn’t have to be this way. We can have fresh restarts and life giving lessons from these experiences.
Take my novel for instance. I worked for over a decade on it and poured hundreds of thousands of words and thousands of hours all for a novel that ends terribly.
But I learned that finishing well is important. That a book cannot end openly, even for a series. I had outstanding critiques and input from friends that shaped it in a beautiful way and learned about the joy of community that every writer needs.
Most of all, failure made me a better writer.
Now, I have a new project. One that has a solid ending, good characters, and a focused POV from the start.
And I wouldn’t have any of this if I didn’t go on the previous novel writing journey.
So I’ll let you decide. Was it worth it?